Funny and scary at the same time

My history dictates that when that word comes into picture, there is no more point in hoping.

I have failed yet again.

But then, maybe this time history will not repeat itself. This is rather tiring. I don’t want any of this, nor do I want to be childish all over again.

My only prayer is this: take this away if it’s not from You, Lord.

Or better yet: I want to look to You alone, Father. Let it be that my heart will seek only what is in Your heart. I want no one but You.

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